Help a girl out!

Another day wasted. Today I've achieved nothing, I have work due in tomorrow and surprise surprise it's not done! Luckily I don't start college until 1:30 tomorrow, so if I get up at a decent time I'll be able to do it for sure. Anyway thanks to the internet and Americas Next Top Model All Stars it was pretty easy for me to get caught up and distracted. I've watched the whole season today so at least it's out of the way with now, I have to say (although I know I'm like, way behind) I'm disappointed Allison didn't win; I have such a girl crush on her. Yet, I kind of already expected it anyway so yeah, que sera, sera.ASOS also had a big hand in distracting me. If you've read some of my other recent posts you'll understandthat I've been lusting a lot recently, well tonight it got even worse. I know I have about £30 in the bank and
£80 here, at home. But it's getting to the point where I'm actually scared to spend any money :-( I really should
just go with it like I usually do but for some reason I can't this time. It's like I just feel like I'm going to need
money in the future (for gigs and stuff actually) so I shouldn't waste it on stupid things. Wah, really what I
should do is just buy what I can when I can because this pile up of "wish-lists" is really starting to annoy me.
It's getting to the point where I feel like my life isn't organised properly because everything isn't condensed and
instead just kind of a mess. MY LIFE REALLY ISN'T THAT HARD, WHY AM I FREAKING OUT?!
Anyway, there's some stuff I've picked out tonight (^ up there) that I'd REALLY like, so you know if anyone
would like to give me £246.00 (even as a 0 interest loan) that would be fabulous, thanks.
p.s. £170 would do
p.p.s I shortened the list.