Update:

So it was the first day back at college yesterday and as expected it was long and dreary. I still had a headache from the previous day and just felt like shit. It doesn't help either that Tuesdays are the worst day in my time table, I didn't get home until 7PM and even then I felt agitated and awful. I ate tea and stuff (boring) and made an attempt to do my Case Study, which I STILL haven't done, oops. The bad thing is it really needs to be in but I've already scheduled editing for tonight, also for media since that needs to be in ASAP too. Oh no, first day back and the work load has already gotten the better of me, plus the fact I have 1 week today for final revision for my Classics resit I have on the 13th, if I couldn't pass in June I doubt Ill be able to do any better now. I just have no faith in myself really, not for this exam nor for any of the others. I still really want to drop out of college but there's no point in dropping out until I can secure a job and since that will probably take FOREVER I may as well stay in the 'sixth form hell hole'. Yeah so it's now the time for my 2nd day back (I have a bit of a later start today) 1st lesson of media when I'm going to get told off, I'm going to have to spend my frees desperately trying to finish filming and my case study and then 5th I'm making myself go to a revision session with Mr.Adamson, I hope he can help because I'm bricking it!