gurl riot ♀

Just procrastinating here, but holy shit I'm scared. It's not going to take long for the rest of the college year to fly over and then I have NOTHING else to do. I'm glad, kind of. College has always been a "way to waste time" you know, a couple of years for me to figure out what to do. Well, guess what, I still haven't figured it out... and I'm bricking it. I want to go travelling, a lot. But not the way everyone else is telling me to do it... and well yeah it's scary because it really just makes me feel I can either do it under someone else's supervision or just not do it at all. I also really would just like to move out. I know it's a bit silly, thinking I could just move out since I don't even have a job right now... but yeah. HOLY FUCK. I have no idea what I'm doing at all. Independence is a good move though, isn't it? I mean if I just can get a job, move out and look after myself I might be able to figure out who I really am and what I'd really like to do. WHO KNOWS. I'm so muddled. Someone give me some much needed help (please)!!!!!!!!